Well new year, new problems. 

I try not to let them get in the way of my writing and artworks, but sometimes it can be hard. 

Mum's in a care home, I had to hand over her care to the council as mum slipped out of her wheelchair and I found myself in that unfortunate predicament where i could not help.

I was suicidal, I had a dagger, a beautiful ornamental item with a skull on the top, sharp enough to cut through a piece of paper in one swipe. It was so tempting with that being right there at that time. 

Thankfully things worked out though, I handed mum over, allowed them to take over her care, and moved in with my dad, due to not wanting to be a strain on mums finances. 

Now i have a job i am training for, i am mentally in a better place and hopefully here to stay and write/draw for you all once again. 

Uploads 2018:

June:
2.

Twist of Time 1Twist of Time
~~Chapter#1~~
Summery: It's really quite funny how the smallest of changes to the past can cause many different futures. A story was set out to play out in one way, but a rogue seeking redemption decided to muck it all up and muddle his way through the mess he makes of the timeline.
--ToT--ToT--ToT--
Thorndyke Mansion, The Young Masters POV
The child panted as he ran into garage, slipping quickly under a table by the wall. A cloth was hanging over the edge and hiding the underside from sight. Crawling, he curled against the corner of the room, red coloured locks falling into his eyes as he stared at the direction he had come from.
“Chris?!” Yelled a voice down the hallway.
He sniffed, hiding his face in his knees. Arms hugged his legs tightly, as the young boy bit his lip trying not to cry.
“Master Chris! Are you in here?” He glanced over and saw the black shoes of the maid and cook Ella cross the room.
“Ella? What you doing in here? Twist of Time Chapter 1 Sonic X Fic

It's really quite funny how the smallest of changes to the past can cause many different futures. A story was set out to play out in one way, but a rogue seeking redemption decided to muck it all up and muddle his way through the mess he makes of the timeline.

1.

Twist of Time PTwist of Time
~~Prologue~~
Summery: It's really quite funny how the smallest of changes to the past can cause many different futures. A story was set out to play out in one way, but a rogue seeking redemption decided to muck it all up and muddle his way through the mess he makes of the timeline.
--ToT--ToT--ToT--
G.U.N. Facility, Deep Underground far from Station Square, Unknown POV
Fingers typed quickly into the console, eyes flying over the words on the screen, making sure everything was going exactly to plan.
Behind them was a female, who's protective hood was currently undone and hanging off the shoulders at the back where it was attached. She was glancing between the console and the pod, sweat beading her brow and trailing down a flushed face.
“Hurry Azoth.” She said quietly, shifting the steadily heavier burden in her arms slightly. “We've been here too long.”
“Just a moment... I've, just about, got it.” A hand swept back lank locks of hair tha Twist of Time Prologue Sonic X Fic

It's really quite funny how the smallest of changes to the past can cause many different futures. A story was set out to play out in one way, but a rogue seeking redemption decided to muck it all up and muddle his way through the mess he makes of the timeline.

 

March:

2. 

Mature Content

Warden or Wizard Chapter 2 Part 1 Harry Potter/Dragon Age Crossover Fic
Summery:

A last hunt for Darkspawn, that's all it was meant to be! Now the Warden is injured and had been kidnapped into another strangely familiar world which want him to fight their war too...

1.  (SonicXFic) To Protect the Past Reboot:Ch4 P1To Protect the Past
Chapter 4 Part 1:
I have returned to the ones I must protect with my life
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Kurisu's POV:
A cracked and damaged bowl was placed beside the pile of rags and cloths that served as a bedding. It managed to hold water, for what little had been scrounged up, glistened like stars in the shadowed alcove of the little hide away that had been found.
A dirty ragged thing served as a cloth. It currently was being dipped in and out of the water, cooled by magical means. Wiped down the unconscious forehead of the young hedgehog placed upon the bedding.
The wet cloth was held by a clawed hand. Clearly not an anthro's hand, nor was this a humans hand. This was the hand of the,
“Guardian...” Hissed Blazed, irritated.
“Not now Blaze.” Spoke the guardian with tired exhaustion heard heavy in his voice. His voice was not a deep sound, nor was it a high pitched noise. Instead it was at an  To Protect the Past Reboot Chapter 4 Part 1 Sonic X Fic
Summery:

The entire future was nothing but death and destruction a wasteland of death but now I have been sent back to the past in a different dimension by accident to stop the coming events from truly ever occurring.



Feb:

1. (HP/DAFic)Warden or Wizard 1Warden or Wizard
Harry Potter/Dragon Age Crossover
Summery = A last hunt for Darkspawn, that's all it was meant to be! Now the Warden is injured and has been k'napped into another strangely familiar world which wants him to fight their war too…
Chapter 1
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World Thedas. Date unknown:
Arms throbbed in pain, from the rips in the flesh. Sword drawn wounds, open to the flesh and muscle. A hiss escaped clamped lips, teeth gritted together from blinding agony. Poison working its way through, tearing down defences slowly, very slowly.
Swinging around on one foot, kicking outwards. The leather-clad limb caught the other between the legs, the weakest point. A strained grunt escaped them, falling to armoured knee and blade rushed forward cutting the throat freely.
Blood gushed forward, staining leather red and armoured hands grasped uselessly, already dead.
The last one fell. All were dead.
–---¬=@;##;@¬-----
Undergro Warden or Wizard Chapter 1 Harry Potter/Dragon Age Crossover Fic
Summery:

A last hunt for Darkspawn, that's all it was meant to be! Now the Warden is injured and had been kidnapped into another strangely familiar world which want him to fight their war too...

Well I've decided to upload every month part of fic's. That way people can read up to a point I have gotten to and be kept updated. At least then you don't have to go months at a time without updates ^_^ no? I'll be any fic, whether its a fic i'm currently doing, or a new idea I've been toying with, just anything. It's so you all don't get bored. Tell me what you all think of this new set up?

Uploads 2018:

Feb:

2.

1. (HP/DAFic)Warden or Wizard 1Warden or Wizard
Harry Potter/Dragon Age Crossover
Summery = A last hunt for Darkspawn, that's all it was meant to be! Now the Warden is injured and has been k'napped into another strangely familiar world which wants him to fight their war too…
Chapter 1
–---¬=@;##;@¬-----
World Thedas. Date unknown:
Arms throbbed in pain, from the rips in the flesh. Sword drawn wounds, open to the flesh and muscle. A hiss escaped clamped lips, teeth gritted together from blinding agony. Poison working its way through, tearing down defences slowly, very slowly.
Swinging around on one foot, kicking outwards. The leather-clad limb caught the other between the legs, the weakest point. A strained grunt escaped them, falling to armoured knee and blade rushed forward cutting the throat freely.
Blood gushed forward, staining leather red and armoured hands grasped uselessly, already dead.
The last one fell. All were dead.
–---¬=@;##;@¬-----
Undergro Warden or Wizard Chapter 1 Harry Potter/Dragon Age Crossover Fic
Summery:

A last hunt for Darkspawn, that's all it was meant to be! Now the Warden is injured and has been kidnapped into another strangely familiar world which want him to fight their war too… 

Jan:

...Nothing here...
 

...for taking so long to post a new update here on my journal, *winces* I need a smack of the wrist and boss man to stand over me and say 'write now!'.

Ok update of my health and stuff.... I'm better than I was. I had fallen back into my depression cycle and had not noticed. I've suffered from it since I was about... 15-16 years old? And its always been a constant battle to keep my head above the water line. There are times I suddenly sink below the waves and a lot of the time I recover myself easily.

But then come the times that I can't fight it. Then I sink down until I hit rock bottom and become trapped in a circle of self loathing and denial that anything is wrong. That is what happens to me.

Thankfully I've learned the signs of when I'm sinking and can take steps to right it, but when it does happen it can take me months to become -normal- again. That is why I vanished without a word for so many months. I had lost interest in doing anything at all, was just sleeping and didn't want to face life (no I don't get suicidal thank goodness. I just loose the will to do anything.)

But I slowly built myself back up again.

Other than that, I'm in good spirit's. Writing to do. Music to listen to. Games to play. All that good stuff. Now my schedule for my writing:

1. I'm currently in the process of doing the next chapter of Sacrifice of Humanity. I got inspiration suddenly and it's finally allowed me to get past my writers block on this fic. I may even finish this thing finally. 2 pages written - another 8+ to do.
2. To Protect the Past. Just uploaded a chapter. Will work on this after I get the next chapter of SoH done. Already have 3+ pages done, so this one is speeding ahead.
3. The rewrite of The Darkened Past is finally taking off again. I'm doing a few paragraphs at a time, so i'm taking my time with it. 5+ pages done.
4. The rewrite of To Protect the Past is also coming along, its taking shape and looks brilliant. You'll really like it. 7+ pages done.
5. Chaos Metamorphose is underway. The Prologue is done and Chapter 1 is in the works now. I'll upload this when I finish one of my other fics. This way I might get a good many chapters done for this before it's up.